it would have been no big surprise to anyone if you felt that way about a group of very naughty defrocked apostates!
Look, man (or lady)... "defrocked apostate" is made-up OSA language not found anywhere in Hubbard's Scientology writings. Only OSA PR @ssholes pretending to be Roman Catholics speak that way. I doubt very much that OSA staff or their minions even *think* that way.
I keep saying this and it keeps getting ignored: I'm a declared and expelled Suppressive Person over in the Co$ which makes me an "apostate" to them along with the rest of you all (except for the never-ins). Getting in OSA's way is something of a hobby.
There is no Indie group I am affiliated with, either. I'm not a trained, qualified Scientology auditor, so I have no particular interest in anybody's "processing" or lack thereof.
A little story that maybe will help some of you all better understand me:
Back in December 2013 (IIRC), I personally derailed one of OSA's real world dirty tricks operations intended to jail a disaffected Flag public pre-OT on false assault and battery charges!
Gale Voight was the owner of CarSearch.Com (the first used car search engine and a lucrative business). Gale had been auditing on Solo NOTS when he became disaffected with the organization and quit showing up. He refused to be sec checked and the Sea Ogres decided to get tough with him. OSA got his wife to lock him out of his own house and attempt to set him up to be arrested on false assault charges, so she could steal all the business clients and turn over all his computers to OSA.
I was with him at his office backing up all his files and helping him change all his passwords because a mutual friend had a premonition of serious trouble and had asked me to go along as a protector. His wife and daughter show up, to create a scene and she actually assaulted him by trying to rip a phone out of his hand (I was told this phone had contact info for a number of CC INT public members). She then threatened to have him arrested in front of me (per the script they were given, by their OSA handler, no doubt).
Well nobody was counting on him having backup present [edit addendum: this incident took place around 2AM at his car lot in Eagle Rock, CA]. His wife was on the phone with her handlers. I told her straight up to go ahead and call the police and I would tell them exactly what I saw -
her assaulting
him. The result, I told her, would be two against two and a he said/she said standoff that would go nowhere.
The Evil plot was neatly torpedoed. Gale did not go to jail, she did not get to steal his business clients and OSA did not get his [edit:
office ] computers to rifle for all his contacts.
She took a digital camera photo of me to pass along to her OSA handlers because I refused to identify myself to her other than "a friend of Gale". So, I'm a for-real OSA enemy and target for that - which I have never spoken of before on either version of ESMB.
OSA Int Internet Investigations Unit doesn't like me for multiple reasons. One of those reasons is that I am here in "enemy critic" territory, not hiding my Identity from them and not hiding the fact that I am an Indie Scientologist and trying mighty hard to get along with people I'm supposed to hate. Division among Darth Midget's enemies only serves
him. My continued presence here is a middle finger to D.M.'s Demented Minions who took away my two closest friends.
Having said that, I know you're a very straight speaker and have always admired you for that so I apologise if I offended you.
OK, well an honest misunderstanding must be forgiven. I
know I am at times too abrasive, too OCD and too stubborn, and too everything else. I assure you I am as damaged as pretty much anyone else who got fed up and left Co$ under their own power. I'm sorry.