So you are on your way into real FREEDOM - as SCIENTOLOGY only works on SELF-determinism - any AUDITOR learns that in the first days of TRAINING.Well, to each his own. LRH wrote and taped so much that anyone can find something valuable if you spend enough time. Thing is: that's tons and tons of chaff you need to go through before you find those few pieces of corn. I don't think its worth it, there's better stuff out there that's not contaminated with this high-control-group poison.
Well, if we go to the "gut-feeling", "heart-only" routes, I guess I would end up owning cats and planting fern gardens. Oh wait, I'm already doing that!
Well, "freedom from overwhelm" started when I stopped working 18 hour work days and all-nighters in the SO. SO is the pinnacle of overwhelm.
ANY force, ANY control, ANY order from someone ELSE but YOU - creates a technical reason - that tech won't work. So all this obsessive control of body's is is pure and satanic ANTI-Scientology - just leave that behind you - and find your SELF, and let you guide by your SELF
Kalle from France