There will always be a base population. I only hope the children of such people can be reached and inoculated. Sorry to say that there will always be deluded people.
Dr. Richard Carrier has a few things to say about that.
I hear you. I am trying to look at it logically, so oops.
So glad that whatever we went through shook us loose.
THE FACTORS!!
The factors, well the factors that led me out. Slowly but eventually:
Lrh saying something that contradicts something HE said before
Looking for something that wasn't really there in auditing
Having to admit to something that wasn't true in session in order to satisfy the auditor
Being told to do another oca one too many times
Doing course or auditing in some really crappy rooms and buildings
Looking at old timers and thinking they weren't very good products
Knowing that this is all a bit too complicated for my liking
Not liking something but having to like it, both in and out of session
Wondering how the people that are execs got put into an exec position
Doing the same service several times, but not because I wanted to do it several times
Wondering about the whole track, thinking that inside I thought it not really true in spite of thinking it was true for the purpose of auditing
Having to pay for others mistakes in my own auditing
Having +45 folders and not through the ot levels
Giving a shit ton of money to the reg on a Monday, and being asked to give another shit ton by Turdsday at two
Wondering why it does really seem to be about the money somehow, but can't say it to anyone
Being told that my problems will be handled by training, but already being trained and knowing trained people that weren't that competent
Wanting to get data about scn from someone other than scn, but can't do it
Watching others have something done to them that I didn't like one too many times, and thinking that could be me
Getting pissed that whatever happened to me should not have happened to me
Having thoughts that I should not go back
Looking on the internet
I'm never going back
I think I might revisit this again, this is kind of fun!!