Dotey OT
Re-Membered
So you are a current Scientologist, and for whatever reason, you have come to this website out of curiosity. I was like you, about three years ago, I did the same thing. I knew something was odd, and because of a sequence of events, I started looking.
I was in for around thirty years. Was on class V org staff for around seven years. I'm clear, attested just a few years back. I've done three L's. There are two of us in our household, and between the two of us, we have donated over 500k to various things (ideal orgs, IAS, etc.) not including bridge.
I will say that I was a dedicated, gung-ho Scientologist. Some of the people that post on this blog had left Scientology before I had stepped foot in an org. Some of the people that post here were Sea Org staff. Many were tech trained and admin trained. Some who post here were elite Scientologists.
I have been talking to a friend that is still in. He said that he looked on the internet back in the 90's to see if there was something he should know before he got into it. He said that he didn't see anything that would stop him, and that more or less, the people posting had an axe to grind, or were just bitter, unreasonably. Unfortunately for him and his young family, that is not true.
I am appealing to that doubt that made you look. You are correct, there are many things that are not right. It will not be an easy journey for you, trust me. It's been three years for me, and I'm still in awe of how I got to where I am.
You must seek the truth, and this is a good first step.
I was in for around thirty years. Was on class V org staff for around seven years. I'm clear, attested just a few years back. I've done three L's. There are two of us in our household, and between the two of us, we have donated over 500k to various things (ideal orgs, IAS, etc.) not including bridge.
I will say that I was a dedicated, gung-ho Scientologist. Some of the people that post on this blog had left Scientology before I had stepped foot in an org. Some of the people that post here were Sea Org staff. Many were tech trained and admin trained. Some who post here were elite Scientologists.
I have been talking to a friend that is still in. He said that he looked on the internet back in the 90's to see if there was something he should know before he got into it. He said that he didn't see anything that would stop him, and that more or less, the people posting had an axe to grind, or were just bitter, unreasonably. Unfortunately for him and his young family, that is not true.
I am appealing to that doubt that made you look. You are correct, there are many things that are not right. It will not be an easy journey for you, trust me. It's been three years for me, and I'm still in awe of how I got to where I am.
You must seek the truth, and this is a good first step.