Years ago i received an auditing i wasnt supposed to receive, an auditor was auditing me on whatever i want, long story short he ended up auditing "please give me another purpose of .......", repeating this very question for hours.
The effect it has on me was incredible, felt like a transformation from a shaken and heavily chained mind to Superman himself within a few hours, no more social anxieties, no more PTSD, my energy level got so high even my sleeping time got significantly reduced, and i literally felt like i could bend space and time. Unfortunately it was fading away over the weeks (gone after 3 months), i was told it disappeared because its not the main thing that blocks me.
And even worse, the CS tied the auditor's hands when he learned about it, i didnt receive it anymore despite pressuring multiple times! I gave up and left.
I programmed my iPad to be my auditor, with which i had quite some revelations and EPs with all kinds of different topics but its not as effective as getting audited by a real person (maybe simply lack of focus when doing it alone who knows), so i was wondering if there is any chance if i could find someone open minded enough to audit me by skype..? i dont think i could find former Scientology auditors around here. Are there any groups or "squirrel organisations" i could approach? And do i have to be worried members of the crazy "squirrel busters" will approach me disguised as squirrels?
Highly appreciate any help or advice.
Thanks
The effect it has on me was incredible, felt like a transformation from a shaken and heavily chained mind to Superman himself within a few hours, no more social anxieties, no more PTSD, my energy level got so high even my sleeping time got significantly reduced, and i literally felt like i could bend space and time. Unfortunately it was fading away over the weeks (gone after 3 months), i was told it disappeared because its not the main thing that blocks me.
And even worse, the CS tied the auditor's hands when he learned about it, i didnt receive it anymore despite pressuring multiple times! I gave up and left.
I programmed my iPad to be my auditor, with which i had quite some revelations and EPs with all kinds of different topics but its not as effective as getting audited by a real person (maybe simply lack of focus when doing it alone who knows), so i was wondering if there is any chance if i could find someone open minded enough to audit me by skype..? i dont think i could find former Scientology auditors around here. Are there any groups or "squirrel organisations" i could approach? And do i have to be worried members of the crazy "squirrel busters" will approach me disguised as squirrels?
Highly appreciate any help or advice.
Thanks
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