We are cells in the mind of God, drops of water in the sea of God (not my inventions) We look into created space, created by one of us, another cell, in two dimensions. Our view from the outside stretches this to three dimensions and we each create a time stream for four dimensions. We are looking for answers at first. What is this? In searching we create consciousness by separation. We become an "I". That "I" pokes around. At some point enough unpleasantness occurs that the "I' wants out. WE ALL WANT OUT! How, though? On earth a Niagara of solutions has been created, none of which are necessary and most of which forestall the inevitable. Scientology is certainly one of them. At basic, though you are a cell in the mind of God looking. You aren't here in this universe except as you choose to make it so. The solution? One, perspective. Look from the outside of where you are. Two understanding. Go to a bookstore and pick up something of interest. Eventually you'll pop out. However in the meantime nothing permanent can happen and you will depart because that is the way this construct is set up. Hubbard wanted you trapped in your own web. I don't know why. But it is quite impossible regardless. You're already free. Have fun!