a girl is no one
Damn, I guess that I still deal with this daily. I feel like any challenge that is unpleasant is now giving me anxiety as if it is a life or death matter which goes easily along with black and white thinking.What you have observed, IS Scientology, Free to shine.
We can all count on the fact that Scientology injustices are SOP and yes, they are overwhelming, they feel like life and death and Scientology provides them readily to everyone; public, staff and Sea Org.
Just realized now that this likely stems from my sea org indoctrination and that it could be or is still lingering after all these many years.
I guess that because I was so young, I never had the opportunity to evolve or learn other coping mechanisms.
I guess I tend to go right back to the desperate anxiety of Thursday before 2 and win or die in the attempt.
Definitely overwhelming. Yikes.