Dotey OT
Dis-Membered
It sometimes amazes me the stupidity of people.
What seems to evade me is my own stupidity.
Glad I am not alone in being stupid.
I liked the cycle of action data myself. I also liked the concept of confusion and the stable datum. I also like the mortgage that we took out on our almost paid for house in order to help purchase our local ideal org. Only a little less than ten years to pay if off now, the principal balance is just a little under 100k.
Another thing that I liked was TRs. Through drilling, I did get the idea that I could really listen to someone. I also knew for the first time who is really listening to me. I believe that it's possible to move your worries along to a separate place without handling them, and that TRs helped in doing that. I also joined staff for almost ten years, and had a reduced relationship all the while with my young son. He is thirty years old now, and we don't have the relationship that I would have preferred to have at my now older age. But I was being smart and helping to "clear the planet."
I thought that the "conditions" were really great - at first. It took some years of being out and looking at them to see what was wrong. I will give you an example:
Down trends usually cause one to apply the condition of Danger. This has you go through certain steps to ensure the down trend doesn't happen again. You can do this for your own self, but look at the trends of many successful endeavors. You will see that on the long march upwards, there will be occasional downward trends. If you apply the danger formula, you target people involved in the project, and use ethics tek to turn them inside out. It is a one size fits all solution that has another target - making people feel bad about themselves.
By the way, the idea that scientology will make you feel bad about yourself is something that anyone thinking about joining in all that scientology fun better think about. It is inevitable that you will find yourself in a position where you are being told you are bad by not doing what the "group" thinks you should do, like donate more money, spend more time, whatever. Scientology will make you feel bad about yourself. That is what it does. Anyone that participates in it and doesn't know that as a fact will find out the hard way. Mark my words.
You are never as bad as scientology says that you are. In fact, you probably are not bad. But, if you like to be involved in something that will tell you that eventually, be my guest.
What seems to evade me is my own stupidity.
Glad I am not alone in being stupid.
I liked the cycle of action data myself. I also liked the concept of confusion and the stable datum. I also like the mortgage that we took out on our almost paid for house in order to help purchase our local ideal org. Only a little less than ten years to pay if off now, the principal balance is just a little under 100k.
Another thing that I liked was TRs. Through drilling, I did get the idea that I could really listen to someone. I also knew for the first time who is really listening to me. I believe that it's possible to move your worries along to a separate place without handling them, and that TRs helped in doing that. I also joined staff for almost ten years, and had a reduced relationship all the while with my young son. He is thirty years old now, and we don't have the relationship that I would have preferred to have at my now older age. But I was being smart and helping to "clear the planet."
I thought that the "conditions" were really great - at first. It took some years of being out and looking at them to see what was wrong. I will give you an example:
Down trends usually cause one to apply the condition of Danger. This has you go through certain steps to ensure the down trend doesn't happen again. You can do this for your own self, but look at the trends of many successful endeavors. You will see that on the long march upwards, there will be occasional downward trends. If you apply the danger formula, you target people involved in the project, and use ethics tek to turn them inside out. It is a one size fits all solution that has another target - making people feel bad about themselves.
By the way, the idea that scientology will make you feel bad about yourself is something that anyone thinking about joining in all that scientology fun better think about. It is inevitable that you will find yourself in a position where you are being told you are bad by not doing what the "group" thinks you should do, like donate more money, spend more time, whatever. Scientology will make you feel bad about yourself. That is what it does. Anyone that participates in it and doesn't know that as a fact will find out the hard way. Mark my words.
You are never as bad as scientology says that you are. In fact, you probably are not bad. But, if you like to be involved in something that will tell you that eventually, be my guest.