If you do NOT want to have a look at that obsession, in order to UNDO that obsession - go and check with your PSYCHIATRIST - he loves to prescibe prescription drugs against obsessions - but you change one obsession against"MY PROBLEM is, is having to read"
that one to HAVING TO TAKE PILLS . . .
And how about having to breathe . . .
Isn't that obsession is called a depression ?
A Scientologist could ask you for a FAILED PURPOSE?
WHAT would you do - if JESUS came along, and cured you of each and any OBSESSION - WHAT would you do?
WHAT will you do next life?
WHAT do you do?
WHO will be there - who could give you such a nice order - like "having to read" ?