It's not very busy, due to a combination of factors, but the old ESMB can be searched:
I moved a lot, and changed my phone number a lot, in the 70s, 80s. Also, I didn't leave in a formal way, I just stopped going and pretty much sought non scientologists as friends But, in early 2000s, I hooked up with an ex-scientologists group, meeting once a month, through Tory "Magoo" ChristmanMany years after that did you get phone calls from CofS trying to get you back in (i.e. recovery attempts)?
welcome , remember John Lester ?????? Hilton ???? Heidrun Beer ???
Here's her website;I vaguely remember Ralph Hilton. Heidrun Beer was a german gal? I forget.
So did I after I left. For 25 years or so! That was about 40 years ago! Then one day, decades ago, after carrying "pieces" of their "technology," it suddenly occured to me that EVERYTHING I EVER LEARNED AND BELIEVED IN WAS BULLSHIT! PURE BULLSHIT!!!! That was a major change in my post-clam life,... rejecting everything and beginning a long process of programming. It took forever to "unlearn" 'dev-t' and to stop using an thinking in that absolute from Hubbard. Funny thing; most or all of his tech and policies and statements were always absolutes: they HAD TO BE ACCEPTED and applied, or else!I left active involvement in Spring 1976 and went back to college.
But I still believed in "the tech" (pieces in my worldview) for many more years after that.